Kaydi

ughhh.

kaydi — Sun, 13 Jul 2008 04:38:46 +0000

Nothing seems to be going right in my life at the moment…well the past freaking 12,000 moments of my life…alright, that’s a little exaggerative but that’s how I feel. I really do have possibly the worst luck anyone could have. I hope things start looking up for me…I mean I know the saying “It gets worse before it get better…” but man I hate that saying! I guess I will hit ROCK BOTTOM before anything good happens. This blog sounds really whiny and cry baby-ish but whatever…I felt the need to express myself…out loud (or in writing since you can’t hear my voice…). Anyways, I know later on all this insaneness will make me stronger but hopefully it gets better SOON!!!!!!

Alright, I promise, no more sobby blogs…it just gets more depressing! HAHAHA…see I can make myself laugh…I wish someone else would though…oh well…ok I’m done.

Peace the heck out. haha

busy busy busy…

kaydi — Sun, 06 Jul 2008 21:06:00 +0000

So, I have not blogged in quite a while!! I have been in North Carolina for the past week and where I was, there was no where to get any internet access. Middle of no where, Robbinsville, N.C. It was insanely fun though! I was a country girl for a week and it was soo much different than the city. It would take A LOT of getting used to if I were to move to the country. I am so used to having things to do and people being everywhere that being away from a huge society was weird! I liked it at first just because I got to get away from Orlando and all the nonsense here but after a while I was ready to get back! Anyways, I had the best time possible!

I am sooo not ready to go back to work Tuesday. It is going to SUCK. I want to travel more! Oh well…that’s life I guess.

Ok, that is all for now. I will blog again when I have something more meaningful to write. hahaha.

Bye yall!

A.B.D.C

kaydi — Fri, 20 Jun 2008 04:18:01 +0000

America’s Best Dance Crew (ABDC) is my fave show! I LOVE to dance and I absolutely LOVE watching other people dance and see different styles and flows..that’s super hott.

My favorite CREW this season is going to be Fanny Pack (not sure if that’s how they spell it)! THEY ARE SICK!!!!!! Representin’ the 80′s!!!!!!! They are so different from everyone else and completely set themselves a part. They were in the bottom 2 tonight but thankfully the judges had some sense and kept them around! I can not wait to see all the different formations this crew comes up with! Creativity is so powerful!

Fanny Pack will stick around for a while…I’m certain of it!

that’s my blog for tonight…I haven’t had any “deep” thoughts lately so I will just keep it random and simple!

HOLLA!

I LOVE…

kaydi — Thu, 19 Jun 2008 03:45:45 +0000

REALITY T.V.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha. It’s like my secret obsession. I watch pretty much all the reality shows. My favorite…The Hills!!!!!! I’m totally team Lauren! Wow. I need to stop. Ha!

I really want to be on a reality show, like really want to. All my friends say nothing good could come from it and deep down I know that’s true…but I think it would be fun! Just another dream of mine…I want to be FAMOUS one day! I plan on moving to California and makin it big there…hahahaha who am I kidding!?!?!?!

I’ll have my own show…it shall be called…You think you know..but you have NO idea…HAHAHAHAHA! man I crack myself up!

Ok. That is enough from me. My show came back on anyways…gotta go!

Laterrrrrrrrr

already slackin!

kaydi — Mon, 16 Jun 2008 21:24:53 +0000

WOW. I just started blogging and have already missed a couple days!! Sorry! Although, I have not been up to a whole lot besides working, hanging out with friends, and working! Haha. So this past weekend I spent a lot of time with family and then Lauren (my best friend) and her family…which I consider to be my second family. I am over at their house just as much if not more than my house. They ALWAYS have people over or are out in the pool…so it is always a good time.

Friday night I hung out with my mom and my sister. I absolutely LOVE hanging out with them! We are laughing practically the whole time we are together..it is so much fun.

Saturday I worked (shocker) and then we celebrated Father’s day early with my dad because my little brother left Sunday morning for a youth trip so he wouldn’t be able to see my dad on Father’s day. We bought my dad Tommy Hilfiger underwear (ow ow!!) and cologne. We also got pictures printed out of the three of us and put one in a frame for him. He was super stoked about that. My dad is amazing. I definitely get my sense of humor from him. I love to make him laugh because when I do so, I know that I am funny. hahahaha it sounds conceited but if anyone were to make my dad laugh, I would give them mad props. With him being the jokester that he is, it is always fun to entertain him and I get to be the jokester.

Sunday I missed church (whoops). I stayed out pretty late Saturday night and didn’t wake up until 1:15 p.m. I need to start being more responsible and stop hitting the snooze button on my alarm clock. Sunday afternoon I went over to Lauren’s and hung out with her and friends that were over. I went and saw The Happening and I thought it was pretty good. From the previews, it made it seem to be more scary but it was more of a suspense movie. Still, it was a good movie.

All in all I had a good weekend. Good times with friends and family

Today I worked. It was LAME. hahaha. A job is a job i guess. I enjoy getting paid but I do not enjoy working for it. Haha. I only got 4 hours of sleep last night so hopefully I get some good rest tonight and am ready for work tomorrow. Anyways, I think I covered everything…

Laterrrrrrr <3

so many questionss…

kaydi — Thu, 12 Jun 2008 05:03:53 +0000

Tonight I went to community group. I really enjoyed it. I like to listen to everyone else’s ideas and thoughts when we talk about the scripture we read. It is interesting to me how a group of people can throw out so many different interpretations. I never really speak up when we have discussion because I feel that I could be wrong because, well, most the time I am wrong, haha. If you know me, I am a VERY outspoken person…usually only when I am confident about what I am talking about and when I interpret the Bible, I never know if I am fully understanding the Word, therefore, making me nervous that if I threw out my idea it would be WAY OFF! I grew up in church, every Sunday, every Wednesday, was in GA’s (Girls Association), and always knew about God and what was right and wrong. As i grew up, church became this social thing and the focus was totally not on God. I had a lot of friends and usually was the center of attention haha, go figure. Anyways, being in the youth group, I would always attend the events, go to camp and act as if I this holy girl and everything was cool. I got saved when I was 8…and then did not get baptized until I was 12. I know I am saved and believe in God, but I really have yet to seek God and really get into the Word. I hear people say like ohhh I felt God speak to me and he told me what direction to go in and I was always like dang why hasn’t God spoken to me? And now that I think about it, I haven’t really given God a chance to speak to me. Like I said, I know I am a Christian and have Jesus in my heart, but it’s like I have not experienced God as I hear others have. I just have so many questions…

As I got older and older, God kind of left my mind…and other things came in front of Him. In High School I met new people and had a bunch of friends, I played sports year round, and through all that, I was trying to get through school. I was never a bad kid though, I had a good group of friends and it wasn’t like we partied and drank and did drugs, we usually went to the beach, and most my friends played sports so we kept pretty busy with that. Then Parkway Baptist (where I went to church) , split up and I stopped talking to most of the “church friends” I had and stopped going to church period. Once again, it became less of a priority in my life. AND THEN…my parents got divorced…only a year ago. That was and still is a really hard part in my life…I got really, really upset and pretty much cared about nothing. I would just go to school, go to whatever sport practice I had and go home. I was soo mad at the world..and really God. I just could not understand why he would let this happen. To this day I am still not the same person I was when my parents were still together. Slowly but surely, word got around, as it always does and I felt like everyone was talking about me and my family behind my back. I got super angry and didn’t talk to many of my friends and would only talk to my boyfriend at the time and shut my self out from the world pretty much.

In church I learned that divorce is not okay. So how could I ever go back to church knowing that people knew my family’s situation and hope to feel accepted? My thoughts were, how can people judge from something they don’t even know??? People did not know me, how did they think it was okay to gossip when they did not even know any informatiom??

When C3 started up, my best friend, Lauren Vaught invited me to go with her and I liked it at first, I mean it was just church to me and felt really out of place. Now that I realize how different C3 is from any “traditional” church, I am glad i went with Lauren. I still have all these questions about God and the back round, I mean I know the stories in the Bible, but I have not really got into it. When I heard about community group, I wanted to get back into church and hang out with my peers, so I went and it was fun. I enjoyed the social aspect, and still do, but I am at the point where I want to get to know God more than just sit around and be the social butterfly that I am. I think that getting back into church and learning about God will help me see where my place in this world is.

I know this post is super random and really long but these are all my thoughts and i just wanted to share them with everyone. I want to say thank you to everyone in the community group who has made me feel welcome and where I can be myself…it is fun being around crazy people like myself!! haha! I hope to grow closer to each and everyone in the group…and hey! ya’ll can help me get on the right path of getting to know God better! I’m pretty stokedddddd!

Thanks again….and thanks for reading!!!!

Goodnight

sunshine, rain, sunshine, rain…

kaydi — Wed, 11 Jun 2008 03:06:02 +0000

Soooo today was my day off…thank the Lord. I had to stay home with my little brother since he is out of school for the summer so we went out to the pool to catch some rays and swim. It was UBER hot! We were loving it! My family is a very outside family…we love going to the beach or pool and being in the sunshine! Anyways, after about an hour and half or so of being outside…this huge dark cloud comes over the sun…WONDERFUL! I hate when it rains on such good days for the pool or beach…ruins it! so we went back inside and ate some food…hoping the rain would quit soon. Sure enough, it rained for the rest of the day…or atleast is was not sunny…what a bummer. I am really working on my summer tan and with all this rain, it is making it quite difficult. I must say though, I am lookin pretty tannnn right about now…haha!! Over the weekend I went to the beach with my friend and got a TON of sun…so i was pretty stoked about that! Although, I have a really bad habit of not wearing sun screen lotion. When I was younger my mom would always put it on me but as I have gotten older I slowly but surely stopped wearing it. I’ll probably end up having skin cancer…haha sorry that’s not really something to joke about…because I have a lot of family that has had it and it is no fun. I keep playing with fire…

I could really go off on a tangent and write the most random stuff if I wanted to but I will try and hold back..

All in all today was a good, relaxing day…minus the gross weather. Like my dad always says…”we could really use the rain!”…haha I guess it’s the farmer boy in him. Gotta love a redneck family! yee haw!

Moving on. Now I am watching the Lakers/Celtics game and am still super bitter about the Magic losing in the second round…there’s always next season! HAHAHA! I really don’t like either of the teams in the Finals but I guess I will root for the Lakers…I really have no reason why other than I can’t stand the Celtics…

I am a huge ATLANTA BRAVES fan as well! Jeff Francouer is my favorite player!!! On the down side, they just lost to the stupid Cubs. My luck just keeps getting worse…did I mention I have really, really, really bad luck??? Well, it’s true. Ok, no more pity party for me.

I work tomorrow and I hope it is a lot better than Monday…after that I get to go to Community Group (which I have not been to the past 2 times :-/….i know they miss me!!) hahaha. I can’t wait to see everyone again…it shall be a blast!!

That is all for tonight…gotta catch some zzzz’s…even though I won’t fall asleep until 1:30-2:00…oh well…

Goodnightttttt

First blog everrrrrr!!

kaydi — Mon, 09 Jun 2008 22:47:07 +0000

Hey Everyone!! So, I read a lot of people’s blogs and I was just thinking…why not create my own blog!?!?!?! Haha… I don’t really know what all to write but I guess I will just start by telling you about my day…haha, man…I’m sure by my 3rd or 4th post I won’t sound like a such an idiot! Anyways, today I worked (Chick Fil A) and it was INSANELY busy! It was really frustrating because it was non stop orders and me, being the “boards” person, had to make all the orders. ugh. I guess a job is a job, right? Speaking of which, I really want to find another job, one that pays more and one that I could actually enjoy. I know that sounds crazy because what are the odds of actually getting a job that I really, really like? My dream job is to fly all over the world, writing for a magazine and getting to talk to all the famous people…some job, eh? …I’ll keep dreaming…

When I got off of work, which was around 4:30…I went home and relaxed…and that’s about where I am now…except that I am blogging for the first time and pretty much excited about that. It’s like I get to talk(or write) about whatever I want…for free! …maybe this could turn into something…like a JOB! haha. I crack myself up!

Tonight I plan on chillin’ out, watch some reality t.v. (my FAVE) and enjoy the family’s company.

So I guess that’s all I got for my first blog…how did I do?????????….you can be honest…I can take it!

Anyways, thank you for reading my oh so exciting day! haha.

…Later!

p.s. my name is actually spelled Katie…but if I could change the spelling..it would be Kaydi…but I will save that topic for another blog…when I have kids some day…the names will be one of kind…and spelled crazy cool! haha. wow. I’m done.